Our Lady of Halle

We were on our way to Belgium to teach a few workshops. We had been invited to stay at a woman’s home who we had met on our last trip into Belgium during the spring. Her name was Muriel. In gaelic this means "Bright as the sea." The syllable El comes out of Egypt and means God or Goddess. This is why you see many of the Angel names ending with the syllable El.

Muriel had a large house in the countryside not far from the city of Halle. I was sharing some of my Black Madonna adventures with her and I asked if she had ever visited Our Lady of Halle and she had not. That night we went to bed with the silvery new moon light shining outside our bedroom window.

When I woke up early in the morning hours I noticed the Morning Star, better known as the planet Venus blessing me from above. I squinted my eyes and let the planet starlight fracture into rays of light that bathed my mind in the silence of the wee morning hours.

I was told that it had been raining in Belgium all summer long but when I woke up in the morning the sun was shining through the window. I enjoyed a morning meditation of sun beams warming my face. As I bathed in the sun I had a beautiful vision. The face of a Black Madonna came to me. She wore a beautiful golden crown with many colored jewels that illumined her face. It looked like pictures of Our Lady of Czechoslovakia I had seen, but I later understood who had appeared to me.

All my stories of the Black Madonnas had lit a fire in Muriel’s heart and after a few days she offered to take Andreas, Olivier and myself to Halle to visit the Dark Virgin at the Church of San Martin.

Halle is an ancient Flemish city located next to the River Zenne. This town is in the center of an agriculture area. Some of the favorite homes of Black Virgins are in farmlands. We drove to Halle, passing freshly ploughed fields being made ready for a newly planted winter wheat crop. Cornfields were ripening in the early autumn sunshine and rows of Swiss chard and greens could be seen for miles.

We arrived at the church whose outside was in process of restoration. The church had its origins in the 12^th century. It was built in the traditional gothic style complete with gargoyles. Royal family lines were buried here. They also had done pilgrimages to San Martin. When you entered the cathedral you could readily recognize this in the details of the artwork that breathed the air of royalty.

I first made my way to a small cove at the right side of the altar. Since I saw many votive candles lit, I assumed the Black Virgin must be there and indeed she was. She was enshrined in a blazing gold yoni. She was black as the midnight sun. She held the Christ Child suckling her breast. It is unusual to see the Madonna and Child in the Church. Her Presence was powerful and as I stared at her the light began to glow golden around her.

Cannon balls were placed at her feet, since there is a legend about her Presence saving the city in 1580 from a siege of war. It seems Philip of Cleef wanted to take over the city of Halle. The legend says the The Black Madonna caught the Cannon Balls in her lap, thus saving the city. I meditated on the Madonna’s Presence and began to reflect what the deeper message of this shine was.

We all have emotional cannon balls in our life. The outer wars we are experiencing on this planet at this time are a reflection of the inner wars we collectively have going inside ourselves. There are dormant cannon balls that live in our emotional bodies, which are waiting for the right moment to explode for the least likely reasons.

When we have a big emotional reaction to someone or something in our life without just cause we are most likely reacting from events of the past. Suppression and unexpressed anger slowly builds over time, needing a release. Our minds become fogged and we might find ourselves over reacting in situations without truly understanding the roots of our reactions.

A wise Native American teacher once talked about the secret of sound. He said when the world collectively has too much suppressed emotions only a large sound can release the collective suppression and that sound is the sound of bombs dropping. We have come into a time that we all must awaken to our suppressed emotions and find a non-violent way of releasing our individual suppressions to not add to the human collective anger. The more we clear our inner turmoil, the more the outer picturing of the state of world affairs will begin to find peaceful solutions.

This will take a massive amount of people taking personal reasonability to create peace on this troubled planet. We will not have world peace until enough of us experience inner peace. The Black Madonna’s message sank deep into my consciousness.

I got up from my meditation and began to walk around the church. I went to the main altar and there, hovering high above the altar, was the Madonna of my visions. I realized the church had another Black Madonna. She had a Golden Crown of jewels and she was suckling a crowned Christ Child. Her face was of ancient wood. It had not been the Lady of Czechoslovakia in my vision, it was the Black Lady of Halle that had called me.

The way that the church was made you could circumambulate around the main altar. Behind the main altar were coral-colored alcoves with different icons. Mary Magdalene was present. Saint Roch and others could be found.

The Lady of Halle once belonged to St. Elizabeth of Hungary and she was passed down to her daughter Sophia of Thuringia. It was then passed down the royal families and finally was given to Countess Mechtildis of Holland who donated the Madonna to the church in Halle.

A legend of Halle speaks about a tree that once stood on the River Zenne. A statue of the Virgin was venerated in this holy spot. The tree stump can still be found in the Crypt of San Martin. This tree stump most likely has its real roots in the ancient Celtic worship. The Celtic tribes often worshiped the Goddess in the form of trees.

Halle is one of the more powerful Sacred Sites of the Black Virgins I have seen and is well worth the effort to visit.

Meditations and Solutions
The emotion of anger resides in the liver. Liver cleansing with herbs not only cleans the toxins in one’s liver but it also can bring the residue of anger to the surface during a cleanse. Dandelion root and Milk Thistle, also known as Marian Thistle, is one of the herbs of the Blessed Mother. They are very good medicines to clean a liver. I use the powder form of these both roots, taking one teaspoonful both in the morning and the evening. I blend the two root powders equally and place them in a clean glass jar for later use. You also can buy these herbs in capsule form in your local health food store. If you use the capsule form of these two herbs, I take two caps of dandelion and two caps of milk thistle, both morning and night.

I find after a few weeks of taking these herbs old anger issues may arise. If they do, you need to take positive steps for clearing the stuck emotions out of your body. I do this by taking daily mantra walks. The anger will seem to come out of nowhere and your body will become agitated. This is the anger releasing from your liver. This is the time to get out of the house and begin to walk swiftly saying the following mantra. This mantra I was inspired to create in French. It is a very fiery mantra that cleans karmic obstacles. The faster you say the mantra the more fire you create. I suggest to say the mantra slowly and add speed once you understand how this mantra works. The mantra is; Le Feu du Christ. This means The Fire of Christ. I suggest doing the mantra for at least 30 minutes at a time as you walk swiftly. Dedicate the purification of your anger issues after saying the mantra. Then stop your walk and silently sit without moving for 15 minutes to feel the effects of the mantra, just watch your thoughts as they travel through your mind like passing clouds. You can do this practice daily for 40 days to get the full benefit of the practice while you are also cleansing your liver.

I would like to recommend Osho Kundalini Meditation which is a powerful way to release unexpressed emotions without causing harm to anyone else. If this meditation is practiced regularly you will begin to find a deeper peace and clarity in yourself.